Neurotic Screams

I went to a party during Samhain[more]Not much magical that I can tell you. Working on a ritual, as usual. Hopefully it will add somethings I need into my life. Like clarity and understanding. And most importantly The visual aquity to see whats in front of me. I went to the Halloween party like everyone expected this year. It didnt have the weight of last years. It was a standard night for me. Acting as watcher and security to others. Sure, its less than fun but its me. Its my blessing. my curse. I helped the junior priest out some. I stated a heart-felt thought and he heard it. After years, of trying he heard me and listened. That was cool. Someone gave me a kiss for being in the way when they needed it. That was cool too. But soon it was back to reality. I am glad that I could help someone that night. Maybe next time will be better. Probably not, but we are just human and hope is eternal.