Neurotic Screams

          The good news is my personal life seems to be picking up.  I met a great lady a month ago and things seem to be headed in the right direction.  We sat until 3am just smoking and talking.  We have tentative plans to go to movies and hang out more as we both have time.  She is a geek girl with a job in tech support. She runs Linux, loves Godzilla movies, Anime, and Chinese  Opera. Now all we need is more free time with each other.   My only real problem is I haven't dated before so, some stuff still vexes me.  I am going to continue to play it as it goes and just enjoy the ride.   I would say this proves out my last post.  Maybe I didnt really want it before or I couldnt see it when it was happening before. correction.  I didt accept when it was happening. Now I am.  And we all know, 'Way leads to Way'. 

           Speaking of which.  The job sucks.  More so than ever before.  Stupid, petty monkeys throwing shit at the other monkeys.  What they dont realize is, I aint no damn chimp.  Im a mandril thats been domesticated.  So I am really looking for another job.  something will come up.  I know it will but until then Im bringing plastic  bags, duct tape and beach to work.  >:)