Neurotic Screams: My Magical Life

Demon Fighter

Jericho Drumm Dec 17, 01:36 PM

I used to be a ball of rage. One never ending storm of "Grrrrrr".

That changed recently. I met someone. Not like before, not like the others. there was no lying, no trickery, no using me for an emotional tampon. This is real, and I believe her.

She told me how she felt. What things meant to her. I didnt get the warning siren. I didnt go into auto defend. So I ressigned myself to, "well. you know this one is gonna hurt". And I waited and waited, but that hurt didnt come. Not one little bit. Then my own demons took over.

"you know she'll leave you. Shes going to meet someone so fuckin hot hes going to incinerate you with it." They still crop up at odd moments and beat on my door. Often they dont get in.. Mainly because she makes me feel like the man I want to be, when Im with her.

But sometimes, they find a new one. Being neurotic, My demons can find something to hit me with. Some of the new ones scare the hell out of me. But I will keep fighting them down. Theres no way Im giving her up without a fight.

Hope for the Future

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Riding the Wave

Jericho Drumm Jul 20, 02:41 PM

The good news is my personal life seems to be picking up. I met a great lady a month ago and things seem to be headed in the right direction. We sat until 3am just smoking and talking. We have tentative plans to go to movies and hang out more as we both have time. She is a geek girl with a job in tech support. She runs Linux, loves Godzilla movies, Anime, and Chinese Opera. Now all we need is more free time with each other. My only real problem is I haven't dated before so, some stuff still vexes me. I am going to continue to play it as it goes and just enjoy the ride. I would say this proves out my last post. Maybe I didnt really want it before or I couldnt see it when it was happening before. correction. I didt accept when it was happening. Now I am. And we all know, 'Way leads to Way'.

Speaking of which. The job sucks. More so than ever before. Stupid, petty monkeys throwing shit at the other monkeys. What they dont realize is, I aint no damn chimp. Im a mandril thats been domesticated. So I am really looking for another job. something will come up. I know it will but until then Im bringing plastic bags, duct tape and beach to work. >:)

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The Mythological God Test

Jericho Drumm Jun 20, 11:50 PM

Your result for The Mythological God Test…

Anubis

Anubis was the Egyptian God of funerary rituals and the protector of the dead as well as the judge of souls and ruler of the underworld. Since it was his duty to weigh souls (along with the Goddess Maat) as a means of discovering the content of honesty, Anubis was also the God of truth.

He is usually seen as a man with the head of a jackal holding the divine sceptre carried by kings and Gods, but he can also be found on the walls of tombs as a black jackal or dog accompanying Isis. By no means an evil God, his domain of graves and tombs was nevertheless a frightening one, but then, one that offered the chance of an afterlife.

But why did the Egyptian God of the Dead have the head of a jackal? Well, jackals have the uncomfortable habit of lurking about tombs and graves, which was one of the reasons why the Egyptians sought to make their tombs more elaborate; to keep the bodies safe from the rather smart black canines. It is only natural therefore that a God of mummification would be connected with them. By worshipping Anubis, they hoped to invoke him to protect their deceased and assure their safe journey through the underworld, his domain.

The Fifteen Gods

These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in

all or none of the four variables: Dagda.
Erudite: Thoth.
Sensual: Frey.
Martial: Mars.
Saturnine: Mictlantecuhtli.

Erudite & Sensual: Amun.
Erudite & Martial: Odin.
Erudite & Saturnine: Anubis.
Sensual & Martial: Zeus.
Sensual & Saturnine: Cernunnos.
Martial & Saturnine: Loki.

Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Lug.
Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Coyote.
Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Hades.
Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Pan.

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